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| 02:30pm 08/02/2004 |
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I felt like changing my aim name
EvilClostMonkey |
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| 01:27am 05/02/2004 |
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funny. I can listen to final fantasy music.....talk to a person whos name i don't even know......and still come up with the most beautiful idea I have ever seen.....it is like something out of a movie......something so movie-esque that it may just work.... |
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| 10:46pm 04/02/2004 |
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way to lose hope jackass mind. Hayes wouldn't be too impressed. I mean you set yourself up for this stuff, then you got to take the full force of the outcomes. I hate is so much, but nothing anyone could say could make me stop. I guess it won't matter in the end, the anger will just add to my ability to be an asshole. |
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| 05:56pm 02/02/2004 |
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I have been very confused lately. I havn't really been able to interet what anyone has been saying. Things can be difficult when you don't understand what is going on.
And on another note, people have to take some initiative in life if they want to acheive anything. I know you may feel like nothing will fall through how you like, but if you can try hard enough, and not do anything rash, you can usually get what you desire.(I may even be giving an enemy advice here, even if you don't want to listen, its the truth, I have done this, and it worked wonders.) |
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| 09:37am 01/02/2004 |
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so my mom is buyign food and soda for my superbowl thing tonight, but I don't know how many people are going. If you are not going anywhere yet, and want to watch the game, or just want to hang out, please come. (so far I think they only people who are coming are andrew.... |
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| 09:32pm 29/01/2004 |
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I wish I wasn't obsessed with reading these things. Sometimes it would make life a lot easier. |
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| just because i wanted to do this |
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| 09:56pm 27/01/2004 |
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A is for Afronova
B is For Burning Heat
C is for Candy (Heart)
D is for Drop Out
E is for Ecstacy
F is for Freckles
G is for Gamelan de Couple
H is for Hysteria
I is for Insertion
J is for Jam Jam Regee
K is for Kakumei
L is for Legend of Max
M is for Matsuri Japan
N is for Nori Nori
O is for Orion.79
P is for Paranoia
R is for R3
S is for Sakura
T is for Tsugaru
V is for Vanity Angel
W is for Witch Doctor
X is for Xenon |
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| FUCK |
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| 08:30pm 27/01/2004 |
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It burns like crazy on the inside right now. |
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| Out of request |
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| 06:35pm 27/01/2004 |
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I hold in my hand the key to motivation
It is only two words long
But can let me do anything I want
Someday you will see what it says
If thy sun doth shine right
but as of now, it is completely mine.
Would I take a bullet for KZ?
I don't know, because if I did
I could be firing a bullet right back
only this bullet would have more
more fire and chaos |
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| dang |
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| 06:31am 26/01/2004 |
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Its hard talking about nostalgic memories with new friends. It sucks feeling like a third wheel. I have to stop pretending and face the facts. No matter how cool my beanie looks, and how cut my body, being me will always degrade from my image. If you are ever put into a situation when you have to spend a long time with people you don't like, you don't egg them on jackass. I wonder if anyone will notice I left when they all wake up. They may have thought it was a dream, and expect to find me under the bed. But it won't really matter anyways, I wasn't contributing past my owning of a few dvds. |
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| 12:07am 25/01/2004 |
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Have you ever tried living your life through the traces left by others. You never get any input on the happenings, and don't have any way of changing them, because they are already occured. |
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| why do i |
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| 06:37pm 24/01/2004 |
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Why do i get the feeling i choose a song with a few too many steps than i expected. |
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| 06:09pm 24/01/2004 |
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The first installment of "Road Kill Films" has been undertaken. RKF may very well be the best film group ever. I mean, we got these effects that they can't even make in Holey wood. |
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| 12:10am 24/01/2004 |
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Live is upseting when you can't be a part of what you want to be a part of, or if you hear about stuff you wish you could experience. It's upseting, really. |
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| i lack inpiration for titling |
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| 05:39pm 22/01/2004 |
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Today was pretty cool. I had never really hung out with andrew john and joe, but today I did. It started with me john and joe leaving school and going to andrews house. We used the spare key and let ourselves in. Andrew did not know we were there, and was singing like an idiot in the shower. We must of camped out in his house for at least a half hour. He eventually got out of the shower, so we were placing things in odd parts of his house, like a plunger in the middle of the floor. He eventually found us, but it was funny.
After we ate, we went to see if K-Zoogs was home. We stopped at johns because joe had to take a pee. We ended up driving away while he was peeing. When we came back, just as he was about to get in, we pulled away, and he jumped on the roof. It was pretty funny. Then we watched "The Dater" and "Fatigue"
----Enter new thought---
Sometimes I wish that I could understand everyones mind, like I could jump in and dig around, and find out how they work, what makes them angry, sad, and everything else. Sometimes I feel like I have a problem when I don't have a clue what I should do to make someone feel better, or what not to do to piss them off. It can be quite aggravating. And since I have no clue about these things, I start not talking to people, out of fear that they may not want me to talk to them for some reason. Sometimes I think people may think I am annoying, and sometimes they may not even know I exsist. It almost drives me crazy the way my head plays out these scenarios in all the ways I don't want to see them.
----enter new thought----
I have been going through so many different types of people in my high school years. When it started, everyone was about the same, but they changed oh so much. Now people either are always high, want to kill themselves because the world hates them, or are just happy go lucky people, at least I think. It can really be aggravating when someone is always upset and you don't understand why, mostly because the problems you encounter are overcomable, and don't involve anyone but yourself.
----enter new thought----
I have been finding myself very bored lately. I don't think that everyone is ditching me because their away message is on *cough cough*, I have just realised that a lot of things I like doing have gotten repetative. Take DDR for example A. I used to play it all the time, but without new songs it can get old. Example B, galaxies. I have been waiting for the expansion forever, but didn't really grow tired of the game until recently. Tv has gotten pretty boring, so I have mainly just been listening to music. Thats probably why i had so much fun today. I did stuff I usually don't do.
----enter new thought----
Don't you hate it when things that you think you really want are out of your reach, and intend to stay that way? |
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| Damn toasteralites |
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| 07:10pm 21/01/2004 |
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The internet bores me. I have been to the end and back now, and nothing is ever updated. All I ask is that you post from 7-8, is it really that hard? I mean, I do it, and you don't see me complaining.
And another thing. Hello new found friends. Good times shall ensue. |
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| herabu |
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| 08:07pm 13/01/2004 |
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So I spend last night, and today at kyles house. It was weird not going to school. Even though i wasn't there, I still had a 10 minute conversation with evelyn via cell phone. She must have been at lunch or something.
I have had a crazy thirst for trance music lately. I got this nasty trance cd, and all i can think about know is being new-age, that would be cool. And I believe A-Blacks secret media idea is mine, but whateva.
So..... Anyone want to start a dance party. I may have one at my house soon. Pretty much everyone who thinks they would be invited is, cept for one FGT. I probably won't follow through though. The Newman residence hasn't been very interesting as of late. And if I did have a party, it would consist of a lot of music, and snackage. And of course someone would tell us to play ddr. I think my main reason of liking trance is because i am getting a chance to change again, and Newman loves change. Maybe if i try hard enough, I can get what was once mine back. And maybe take things I never had...
Whelp, basically there are only a few things left to say. I gots to shot my media music video. I can't decide weather to do lords of the rave, or to just do my other idea called revenge. I dunno. Anyone who likes techno, and is around a lot should contact me, because they may have an idea of what your brain sees when you hear techno.
I found I have a taste for romantic literature. Not the literature itself, just the theories behind it.
Well, that will be me signing off i guess. |
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| funny times |
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| 07:34pm 08/01/2004 |
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A girl gave me a hug at FYE today because I was good at ddr. She was with some guy who I thought was her boyfriend, but turned out he just followed her around, and pretended to be her girlfriend. So she gave me a hug, and called me cute. Sounds like another Backstage Betty to me..... |
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| 09:16pm 07/01/2004 |
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I have found my way back to my message boards. To let you all know, when I supposivly changed, that was when I started going to message boards. Maybe its because there are different types of people, and I have a lot more power there, and I feel i deserve the same power away from the boards. Its because I deserve that power. And by the way. I am going to try to just semi-ignore everyone, for I have realised you don't care about my opinions anyways. So I will just stop telling you about my life. Have fun everyone. And on a later note, I am going to be spending more time in danvers. I am applieing for jobs at LQ, EB, and BB. |
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| fuzzy memories |
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| 06:32pm 04/01/2004 |
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I had a very strange dream last night. A certian girl was in it who was like a first love for me, and I never see her anymore. She became like a figtoural sister to me, and it was sad to see her leave. So in this dream, she came back to see me, and we were really close and stuff, and I have no idea what could have triggered this.
So anyways. What do I do today? I listen to the into the woods sountrack. My Lord. It sent shivers down my spine. I was hearing the voices in the music, then picturing the people who sang them in the show, and where I was when I had heard each song and stuff. It was weird. |
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